The Journal of a Disappointed Man · Theme
Egotism and Self-Expression
How The Journal of a Disappointed Man develops Egotism and Self-Expression.
The diary is intensely self-focused, with the author explicitly acknowledging his egotism as a means to understand and document his own experience, yet he also struggles with the limitations of this self-absorption, seeking to escape it through science or art.
Where it surfaces
- Part I: At Home
The narrator is intensely self-conscious, describing himself as 'rings within rings' and acknowledging his tendency to think, talk, and write about himself.
- Part II: In London
Barbellion is deeply self-absorbed, analyzing his moods and desires; he writes letters to vent his rancours and feels frustrated by his own self-assertiveness.
- Part III: Marriage
The narrator admits his 'superlative egoism and superlative conceit' in his marriage, and describes his temperament graph as a record of self-love and self-disgust.